my naughty boy ♥

2012-02-08T11:00:00.002+08:00

And the two things that I enjoy most-

Is when you make me laugh (but I also enjoy laughing at my own jokes when you -.- me or give me the HA-HA)

And when we play ddr together. That's probably our first common interest.

2012-02-06T23:27:00.003+08:00

What constitutes a good marriage?
Finding the right person? But how do you know if she's the right one.
There's no certain detector or so to determine that.
And how do you know you will be a good husband/wife when you haven't gone through marriage?
Even if you're together with the most perfect person on earth, great partner, loving parent.
Who knows what will happen?

2012-02-03T00:22:00.004+08:00

It's not a matter of complaint or inadequacy in the relationship.
It's just how we communicate, to make both parties assured.

And I know.

你爱我

And I don't think I ever asked you if you love me.

:)

2012-02-01T17:13:00.002+08:00

Of all the places, a meal at Marutama is still is the best.

That feeling of bliss and satisfaction with the hot bowl of spicy charsiew ramen and half boiled egg. Together with the love of my life sitting opposite me.

2012-01-21T15:00:00.001+08:00

Just realised I did'nt get to meet the people im supposed to meet for 3 consecutive days.

*_*

2012-01-20T23:39:00.003+08:00

There goes my BK breakfast.

Must wait already. :(

Did you forget to tell me earlier again?

Do you know why I'm so affected with the word "forget", especially with you.

Some used to be close friend of mine just replied:" oh I forgot. But anw I won't be free tomorrow".

Someone who told me she has only this day free and I kept this day for her.

To receive only disappointment.

It would be fine if she remembered. But she did'nt even remember me.

Ironically, we just live blocks apart. Just a little effort will do.

Therefore, the conclusion is that she does'nt care about this friend anymore.

This friend does'nt come to her mind at all. And so she forgets.

And so she's not my friend anymore.

Whether or not this is the case, or if it was unintentional. I'm just saying in general.

It just feels that something or someone is not important enough to come into your mind.

I never doubt you. I'm just letting you know.

Also, I did'nt get the tutorial slot even after appealing. Sigh.

I feel exhausted already. The many readings.

2012-01-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but baby just bought us "I <3 SG" couple tee shirts. Hehe.

So cute. Patriotic singaporeans.

Our Pasir Ris Park date was too short la!

Next time bring me there again. :)

2012-01-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

I miss.. staying up just to talk to that one person.

2012-01-01T03:13:00.001+08:00

I dislike it.

I dislike the feeling.

And to the couple beside us. What's the point of having dinner together when you are constantly touching your phone?

2011-12-27T01:38:00.001+08:00

I sat there and thought just what was fucking wrong with me.

I just felt irritated at that moment. No one listens.
And that is of course ignoring what happened before that, I admit my reaction was too huge.

But I don't like that feeling. The sudden why are you not listening to me feeling.
And then it just happens.

When I want to ask for opinion on which chalet to choose, mum goes whatever I've already told you to choose somewhere nearer but you wanted it there. I almost cried.

And when I try talking to dad, half the time he does'nt get the whole picture or whatever I'm trying to share. He just comes into a conclusion.

Sometimes, trying to share problems with your friends becomes you listening to their stories.

That's why it just feels so uncomfortable if I cannot get what I want to say out.
Or if it feels like no one is interested in what I have to say.
And pardon me for being a crybaby.
It just happens.
Sometimes, even by imagining unpleasant things happening.

And I really cannot express myself at all. Sometimes its not even logical. I can't give you an answer if you pose me a question. I can't describe the feeling.

Also, I talked about the account, not because I really wanted to do it now.
I just wanted to show you that I remembered what you asked me to do.
When you suggested creating an account for me, I agreed but I was'nt asking you to create one for me at that time. I just felt oh ya that would be easier for the creation.
And I always have a tiny fear of playing with you because you are always so enthusiastic about it, whereas my interest level for games cannot sustain as long . I don't want to disappoint you. And I really don't like to hear your disappointment through our calls when I want to stop playing. And I'm not sure if you said we did'nt really play together. I think we did: Wow, Mindcraft, Maple. It's just that it feels like we always quit halfway right? Yet, I must say I tried. At least in wow, I played till I reached level 80. Raids? I don't want to play and pull the whole team down. And risk us quarrelling over a game. Oh, and P2 is'nt the first and only game that I enjoy, wow was the first.

I know it's very difficult being my bf
but it's also not easy being your gf.

I hope you can forgive me.

2011-12-19T20:20:00.003+08:00

It's not about being skinny; it's about finding balance.

REASONS WHY WOMEN ROCK <3

haha yes we are more likely to brush our teeth!

AND no. 48 is my favourite!

P.S: All pictures from SHAPE magazine

Life is short. Live the day to its most.

2011-11-24T00:04:00.003+08:00

既然我们有缘走在一起，不容易，那么我们就要一直走下去。

This is a little something I got from watching the China Da Ren Show.
The girl stayed with the guy despite knowing her life would have been better and that was what she said.
The audiences were very touched and many cried.
So did I.

And I want to fall in love with you again and again.

2011-11-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

With my 1111 hearts on 11/11/11.
May my 11:11 wish always be true. <3

Just realised I can always wish upon my 1111 hearts too!
>.<

2011-11-08T01:00:00.003+08:00

Try thinking in a girlfriend's position. Someone who is expecting eagerly to see her boyfriend that night because he said he will come. However, things cropped up and her boyfriend was busy till midnight. He was in school since 10am and he was very tired. To be an understanding girlfriend, she knew she should'nt request him to come over at that time. Yet, deep down she still held on some hope that maybe her boyfriend will come over after all. At least, girlfriend won't feel like she's forcing her boyfriend over. She knew her boyfriend will do what she wanted for her but she chose not to ask for it. She wanted him to get his rest at the same time. Girlfriend only wanted to know her boyfriend knew she was upset because she can't get to see him, and to coax her a little.

But, nothing was said about coming or not.

Eventually, she explained herself because she wanted her boyfriend to understand how she felt yesterday. But, he did'nt get his girlfriend. He thinks she's not telling him things again. He claims that all fault is his.

Do you think I just want to win? About the source of the fault. Why do you think it will make me happier if you claim for something you don't even understand.
Every time you do that, I feel like it's my fault. I'm a bad girlfriend.

2011-11-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

It's just a Sorry baby I can't make it tonight and I will feel better.

2011-10-19T14:11:00.001+08:00

2011-10-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

The song that played while we danced.

This song makes me cry though. Very touching.

2011-09-28T14:25:00.000+08:00

Oh Baby I miss you.
When I told my dad i'm going to get depressed again after the recess week.
He replied "Call your bf come then won't depressed already".

Butter Cookie did'nt taste as nice as the previous time. The mixture was so soft we had to bake a cake instead. Soft cookie cake?

How can someone lacking of motivation, provide motivation?

This looks like........an infinity sign!
Are you thinking what I'm thinking baby?

2011-09-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

DDR always cheer me up.
Around 20 games of it this week.

My Ayam Penyet :((( Because its school holiday, they did'nt cook the chicken rice.

This is a great stress reliever.

I just want to hug you and cry now.
I have been a crybaby.
and I always will be.
Especially in this period of time...

I used to have no fear, very zai, as my father always say.

2011-09-22T03:00:00.000+08:00

We are not mutually exclusive right?

I hope there's no third time because I don't know how to react.

2011-09-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

That feeling is back.
Sigh.
Already trying my best to be understanding.
I don't want to flare anymore. Control.

So are you going to eat Ayam Penyat with me?
I wrote so big there and you did'nt ask me about it.

Okay goodnight.

2011-09-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

PANDA IPHONE! <3

Listening to 'Imagine me without you' evokes emotions in me.

2011-09-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for NYP AYAM PENYAT!
In fact, I'm hungry now because I did'nt eat much dinner.

I don't know if you remember our argument about why I have to go back to NYP when there's one Ayam Penyat in Utown.
I have told you, that I wanted you to try the Ayam Penyat in NYP because I think you may like the chilli.
It's been ages since I first said that.
Actually I can't remember how the Ayam Penyat taste like already. I just remembered it as being nice, especially the rice.
This is also in comparison with the Ayam Penyat I have tried outside.
All tasted fine only, with an exemption of the one at Ubi.

So sometimes, you just want that specific something and nothing can fully replace it.

2011-09-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

Buffet Town at Raffles City.

I love CREPES and there's this sudden liking for bananas too.

The Goreng Pisang took so long to replenish and within minutes, its gone again.

And that ugly looking bowl of rice, it's mixed with salmon fish stew which I like :p

I don't think there's any comparison with any random guy.
I don't go gaga over hot or cute guys. Neither do I craze over boy bands or etc.
And I have never liked anyone based on their appearance.
And I really hate guys who go for girls because they have good looks.
I don't think there's any comparison with how other guys treat their girlfriends.
Some girls just seemed to be much more privileged, showered with every possible thing.
So am I really hard to satisfy?
There are worse.
I actually forgotten the whole issue until it was brought up again.
I understand that we can't help it to be in certain situations, but the effort to make it up, can do wonders.
To me, perfect is not seen by who you are, what you do, how you look, your personality, your character, your behaviors, your past.
It is about how comfortable I am with you, how I communicate with you, how I am totally myself with you, at the present moment.
Anyway, nothing is perfect.
The most beautiful, most loving, most gentle, most understanding, most caring, most whatever, could be out there. Yet, you may not be
yourself at all, trying to be compatible with such a wonderful person.
And you never really know how much you are yourself with that person until you spend lots of time together.
So what if the person is better in every sense by comparison? It doesn't actually mean you will be happier with the person.
Of course, this is just my opinion.
So whatever that I wrote here that you might think its wrong for me to say, is still after all, my opinion.

2011-09-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

Vanessa is a little stress, a little upset and a little tired. :(

I need to constantly remind myself.

This just reminds me of us.

2011-08-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

My first time in Pulau Ubin.
Yes, I'm a noobcake.

Retarded Couple :)

So many dogs around there.
Lucky I'm like not so scared of dogs now because of Rufus.
(He looks like a soft toy)
but I still hate cats.

Ohh and I got a shade darker.

2011-08-23T05:50:00.000+08:00

I hate University Town! I had to take the internal bus which is so packed with people. And I die die must squeeze up the first bus if not I will be late. Which I did, but Im still late. -.- And what's worse is that. There is no service, no reception! So angry! It just spoiled my day. Zzz.

And I feel so tired every day. I don't know how to survive.

2011-08-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

<3 you tooo!

2011-08-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

Pictures of Us :)

Breeks, Coffeebucks, Peranakan Museum, SG Philatelic Museum

2011-08-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

Skinny Pizza. Jusacia. Falling asleep. Shopping. Love.

On 7th Aug 2011, I finally got to eat a squid ink dish that I long wanted to try.
It was served the last and we could'nt even finish, very very NI.
I'm not going to order this a second time. I will order the char kuay tiao instead!

And this was the 3 for $15 sides. I only liked the cheese thing with the bread.

And this is our favourite! Ginger butter chicken pizza? NICE.

And ohh my new addition <3
60% discount :DD

2011-07-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

She may not say anything
but you don't know how she is screaming inside.

Okay that's my post for now. Will update this when I'm more awake :)

2011-07-28T13:13:00.000+08:00

I am so tired.

Anyway, here's something nice from the book, Love Notes by Jim Brickman & Cindy Pearlman.

"Their union has been going strong for more than three decades. and she says the secret is that they take it one day at a time. "You take it moment by moment because marriage is a hard thing to do," "Its just that simple. Don't look to the future- just make today work." That's what keeps a union grounded in the reality of love instead of the fairy tale. "Instead of having a fantasy of the future and that it will be all bright and beautiful, we just make today bright and beautiful. That's within our reach." "

Actually, you don't have to know at all.
Now that I think of it, I was so stupid & naive.

2011-07-25T13:36:00.000+08:00

Macritchie outing with my family.
It was an impromtu thing today since we wanted to go since don't know when.
Running in the forest/jungle? is quite different with the down and uphills.
Going uphill is tiring because its going against gravity.
It makes my two legs so freaking suan yet I have to push myself up slowly.
That is after the jog yesterday and the ddr session the day before.

Going downhill is easier but still, there's a need to control the speed if not you might fall hard on the ground.
This is life.
Also, everyone have different running style. Some slower some faster but its up to them how they want to complete their race.
We can't judge people on the surface because we don't know them.
and we can never fully understand what they are going through because we are not them.

It was a fulfilling run.
and my dad is still the only one who can motivate me to persevere on until the finishing line.

and this early morning.
I tasted the best maggie mee ever.
With seasoning, pepper and everything nice :)

2011-07-22T14:59:00.000+08:00

When two people truly care about each other,
they will always look for a way to be together.

I figured, I don't know love. So I read about it.
Here's a phrase I like-
True love never really forgets because it dwells somewhere deep inside.

2011-07-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

A date with the Self Proclaimed Bf.
Already filled with unhappiness, I filled myself further with food.

This was my main dish. Finished within minutes.

Continued with at least 5 pieces of this. And koped some of his ribs & fries.

Went to Saybons and had my bacon, egg & cheese crepe. Almost wanted another dessert crepe.

And this was the last stop. Mango with black glutinous rice & balls.
Almost wanted to have some more beancurd.

We ate from 6 to 8.30pm :)
I'm fat.

I think.
God may have arranged this.
As an obstacle,
maybe a lesson
or even a punishment.

2011-07-20T15:04:00.000+08:00

I went to New York Skin Solution for a free trial.

While I lay on the bed, the instrumental music played.
It was " My heart will go on".
I felt heavyhearted.
I felt like I was going to cry.

Everything is weird now.

2011-06-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

Everyday I feel it.
The different emotions in me.

2011-06-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

This was found in my yong tau foo soup that mummy cooked a few days ago.

This was inside too. Kinda scared me at first. Looks like two black eyes with loads of eye liner.
Gothic star.

Hahaha.

2 weeks left :(

2011-06-20T03:55:00.000+08:00

I think guys should also dress to impress their girlfriends,
not just the other way round.

2011-06-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

I know you are busy baby.
I'm counting down to seeing you:)

2011-06-14T13:38:00.000+08:00

YAY bought this on Sunday!
My new better quality connector markers.
You may wonder why I'm such a kid but I use markers quite often.
Apparently, I can connect these markers into different objects like some children's toy.
Haha so fun!

It even includes Eistein's VCD on creative drawing.
I can't remember what programme he appears in but well, Kids Central, now Okto.
:D

And I bought Monopoly Deal already :D
Soooner or later, I'm going to win one game.

Baby baby, are you busy? missing me. <3

2011-06-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

I don't want anything but your time.
It's actually simple but it seems complicated.
I really need to meet other people more, so I don't miss him that often.
But how many people can I meet. This makes me so sad.
You will never understand because you are not me.
Am I becoming less independent?
Maybe I am secretly afraid of it.
It's not as simple as it looks.

And I will probably suffer in July, when I quit my job.
But for now, suffering from gastric pain.

2011-06-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

I am sick and I stayed at home today.
I did meaningful things, not those you see below, though they are interesting too.
These are made through watching youtube videos. Haha. The second heart is a little distorted.

Being at home is not a very good thing. I'm so free that my mind is filled with you.
And when I don't receive anything, I feel disappointed. Since yesterday. Awake at the same time, living in different worlds.

Life is more than this.

2011-06-07T14:38:00.000+08:00

Pink MRT seats! So pretty :D

Baby, with his shorter hair.

Yesterday we had another lunch family outing for Father's Day this time.
Ruyi was a bad choice of place for a Father's Day treat. Well, never to repeat that again.
Continued the day with my lovely BF and I think I caught a cold because of yesterday's rain.
:( Soooo weak. Protect me.

2011-06-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

我觉得这世界上最疼我的人是papa+mama

p.s. papa+mama is not equals to daddy+mummy

2011-06-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

I'm an NYP Graduate with a Diploma in Banking & Financial Services :D
Supposed to have this bracket (Fund Management & Administration) like this,
Diploma in Banking & Financial Services (FMA) but they bluffed us!
Anyway, don't think I will pursue my career in the banking industry.

Was so excited for the day that I woke up earlier than the time I intended to, looking forward to my Macdonald's breakfast BUT my mum did'nt buy back eventually. -.- Just because my sister said she did'nt want Mac anymore and I don't get my share.
Very sadded. I can't take it when I look forward to eating something but I don't get it in the end. Changes to my original food order also disappoints me. I may even cry over it. Haha. Not that I can't eat it another time but I just want it at that time if not my mood will go down down down.

Baby came to meet me at home first b4 he drove me to school. Had a long boring ceremony but the moment I was standing on the stage, I was so elated that it's my graduation. I'm proud of myself. Even though no diploma with merit. LOL.
Walked around the school and took photos with people. That may possibly be the last time I visit NYP?

Dinner that night was fabulous. HUGE JUICY CRAB PINCERS :D

Chalet at Downtown East for Celebration but popped out a few problems here & there.
Nevertheless enjoyed myself with everyone :D

First Day did'nt do much. Just some supper and some games.
Monopoly Deal- I haven't won once. BU SHUANG.

Second Day started off with some morning photos, breakfast, Escape Not (Wanted to play there but seriously they can close down the place), wanted to bowl but Sutin just had her new manicure, Monopoly Deal and some nap time b4 the BBQ starts.

I only had one chicken wing:( So did Baby (I mean we had other food also). It was delicious but we ordered too little. Left a few pieces of hotdog, satay and otah and we played 终极密码 and cleared all the food.
Went back to chalet to cut out those neoprints taken in the past. Chat a little and some went off.
The 6 people that stayed on then went to play lan. The new L4D, nice. Caught KungFu Panda 2 after. It was freezing cold but half the time baby was hugging the popcorn instead of me. HAHAHA.

Mac Breakfast the next day and home sweet home<3

I thank God for all the people that I got to know in poly. Good or bad, we all have a part to play.
I am also thankful for my family. Not only one but two.
Lastly, I am thankful that Chingay existed.

PS. SIAN almost all my graduation Photos the collar thing on the attire is crooked.

2011-05-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

Recently watched Arthur with my beloved. It was two complimentary tickets and the time slot left was so limited. B4 that we searching for contact lenses. Well, I took out one side of my lenses to get that tiny mascara bit, that was hurting my eyes, out. And while I was trying to put it back, it dried up and hardened. Lol. Totally forgotten that I was right in front of the air con.
So yea, end up buying this Fresh Kon Alluring Eyes contact lenses which make my eyeballs look bigger. I look very white on top though :/
And since we were at Orchard, I wanted to eat at the Jap restaurant. Till now I still don't know what's the place called but Baby knows what I want, just by saying " I want to eat there".
For the last two time that we were there, I ate the same thing. BUT they freaking changed the menu! @(#*&!# So disappointed. Not going to go back anymore.

Work has been good, ever since we took up the challenge and hit the quota. Feels totally bonded with my team people because we dislike the same person. haha.
Had dinner and watched Thor with them last week. Its really a privilege being a female. :D

Driving, manual, as fun as ever.
I'm a reckless learner. I always forget to check the mirrors.
I can turn on the engine, half clutch and accelerate and ask my instructor " 为什么车不会动？"
I can signal left but turn right too.
Hope to pass my FTT on my first try.

Life is good now.
I'm going to officially graduate soon.
And move on the next level :D

2011-05-10T14:05:00.000+08:00

This is Minecraft.

I bought this pink cute little robot necklace today!
Looks like a minecraft character.
Met my dear Li Yun today and had dinner at a restaurant that sells chicken.

And this will be my new laptop :D

You're such an bossy ass.
Can't wait to leave there.

2011-04-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

If that's one romantic thing you do for me.
I will be so touched.

<3

2011-04-03T14:30:00.000+08:00

With Baby.

The ring, an accessory on his tee, that dropped out the last time.
The first ring he gave me, okay, I demanded him to give me :D

This was today, 3 main courses, 2 side dishes, 1 drink and 2 person.

I'm very happy to have you.
Because you can eat as much as me. haha.
:p

2011-03-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

Had 6 games of DDR.
And its a good venting machine.

MET BABY.
Its amazing how I could recognize him by the sound of his cough.
I went into the train not knowing he was very near me because I was facing the other side.
He too did'nt know I was there.
And then that *ahem* cough.
It sounded so familiar and I turned and he's there!
HEHEHE:D
I don't know since when we both developed this "habit" to cough.

HAPPY CUM SAD DAY

2011-03-23T03:17:00.000+08:00

Hello I don't deserve this score.
Even if I was wrong from the start, you did'nt point it out.
You made us thought everything could work out.
You did'nt give constructive feedback on any aspects, presentation or whatsoever.
And now all the effort seems to be so wasted.
You really suck at grading people.
And regarding the last final stage, you people lied to us.
You cheated our feelings.
We had hope and now it's gone.
I hate you, and I hate you all.
Now there's a f-ing stain in my transcript.
And my Gpa dropped.

2011-03-20T14:11:00.000+08:00

总算雨过天晴

Like last week, went for DDR with baby again.
Seems like my legs always nua now everytime I play. lol.
So much fun at the arcade :D

Had some Carl's Junior fries b4 heading to parklane for some pool.
Enjoyed it so much!
After that, we went back to ps to have dinner at this place called 包罗万象？
All the food above plus the rose tea only cost $22!
Though its not exactly very very good tasting, but its still acceptable.
Then, we had chocolate banana and baked oreo cheese cake at Secret Recipe.
Heavenly!

Anyway, I had tuition in the morning.
I asked my student to check the word "Frigid".
And one of the definition is : Adj, A woman who is frigid gets no pleasure from sex.
LOL?
Haha and I asked her to read it out somemore.
Sad news too, I got sacked for one of my tuition classes :(

It still hurts though.

2011-03-19T15:56:00.000+08:00

What if that were the last time you will ever see me ?

You just made it worse.
I could'nt even do anything right the whole day.
I'm such a lousy gf?

I won't ever do what I did today again.

2011-03-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

So, reality is'nt like those romance show where everything is such a coincidence.
Luck's not my side today and its a horrible day.
Woke up still feeling the cramps and all, totally having no mood at all.
Decided not to go to work but try some luck instead.
However, heaven did'nt help me.
Not that there's anything wrong but well, sucks to hear, of everything it has to be that.
I stayed one hour.
Walked the route that you have always walked with me.
And I'm surprised I could remember because I never bothered to since you would be there.
I stepped into BP for the first time but that was just to look for a toilet.
So 5 minutes later, I was in the taxi heading back to the place I came from.
I really dislike taking a taxi but I could'nt just cry in the train.
So yea, back home acting like I'm normal.

2011-03-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

I thought I was going to be late for the first day of work.
All the way at Ubi, soooooo far.
Coincidentally, I met a fellow NYP school mate there. :)
Anyway, its very tiring to stare at the computer that long checking stuff.
Somemore, the person never tell me properly, make me do extra work.
Though I start work at 11am, travelling so far equals to must wake up early still.
and basically I only work 6 hours since lunch hour is compulsorily unpaid.
I think 6 hours is already very tiring.
I don't know how to survive in future.
Now, I have to wake up early every single day to earn money. lol.

Oh, you mean you did'nt know?
only after i've said it.

2011-03-09T15:46:00.000+08:00

At the end of the day,

I did'nt tell you what I wanted to tell you.
and you did'nt ask how it went.

Oh well, I'm to blame.
Now it feels horrible to have it stuck in me again.
I haven't even got the last one out.

And also, after the stupid interview today, I came home to ask my mum for her opinion as to whether I should accept another tuition assignment.
She told me to decide myself again. -.- " I don't want you to blame me later you say you cant cope blah blah"
Seriously, would'nt ask for any opinion if its that easy to decide because it requires commitment.
And ever since the last quarrel, my everyday conversation with my dad is just " Daddy", "Um".
and you know, before I even properly find a temp job, my mum already ask me how much am I giving them.
Sigh.

I shall talk to myself tonight.

2011-03-09T15:41:00.000+08:00

RANDOM

Denny gave me this as a valentine's day gift and exam destresser.

iloveu

WHEE MR BEAN!
Baby gave me these vouchers :)
<3<3<3 their soya bean ice cream.

2011-03-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

And this our Lil Sakae Buffet meeting today.

This salmon mentai thingy, ate so much of it until sooo NI.

We ate more than that of course.
Too busy eating already, forget to take pictures.
However, for the first time, I was'nt so full after a Sakae buffet.
and Hw ps us. hahaha!

2011-03-09T15:33:00.000+08:00

Our Lil Sentosa Trip on 6 March 2011

This is xian zhe nothing to do, took one round of the beach tram.

This is my second Skyride with SH.

This is the first Skyride. I was very scared.
HAHA, can't take heights. Considering I have phobia walking across the normal road bridges when I was young.

Desperados, some virtual shooting which repeated twice.
This is pretty fun but then, too short.

This is the lame extreme log ride, which is not extreme at all.
We are supposed to be a log in its journey.
We sit in this cabin thing that will move here move there,
make you feel like you're in a roller coaster but seriously, no kick!

My favourite lil cup of Borsch Soup! The orange tomatoey sour nice but too little soup.

And my favourite Yuen Yang iced.

Shu Hui's Abalone baked rice. I tried this b4:)

Denny's Chicken Chop become Pork Chop baked rice. Tried B4:)

Johnson's Grilled Dish. Tried similar one without the Beef:)

Hong Wei's Stonebowl Curry Pork. Tried it when Baby ate this the other time. :)

AND THIS IS SO YUMMY! My Roti Prata curry seafood! That's not the actual name but its heavenly and the most expensive of all.

I'm a Kim Gary Hong Kong cafe fan :DD

And that's the end of our day. Taken outside Vivo :)

2011-03-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

So not excited at all to tell you how my day went,
when you're not even there kind of there.

You never understood.

2011-03-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

It's not as if there's nothing hurtful from your side.
You can write but I cannot ar?!
I see SO MUCH MORE hurtful stuff at your side compared to mine please.
You want people to tell you things face to face?
Then why don't you say things to our face instead of the endless complaints there.

If my previous post was too much to handle,
then I presume you haven't seen the more power one,
which you probably haven't got the chance to see.

Just think, how many things that you said about others,
YOU ARE DOING IT YOURSELF.
Why is it that all of us are getting along well with one another but you aren't?
Ponder over it and stop blaming others.
And FYI, I think everyone treated you well enough.
With true intention of being your friend.
And that includes me. In case you don't know.
You spoiled the relationships yourself!

If you think there's no point in making friends with people like me.
Stay a distance or whatsoever,
So be it.

I could safely say that my other friends will support me.

2011-02-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

I asked my mum for opinion.
She just tell me to decide myself, in case I blame her in the end for her opinion.
But I won't be asking her if I've got an answer.

Of course, I will argue back.
I just want to get the pros and cons out.
My tone may not be good but that's because I'm confused about my decision.
Afterall, I put you into my consideration.
Sometimes, I have my own preferences.
But I just want to see if someone thinks like me.

I just told Shu Hui just now also.
My parents don't care me one.
The whole university application I did'nt even consult anyone as to which course I should choose.
I haven't talked to my parents about my future prospects, instead of banking now, whether marketing is something suitable for me.
I said I don't like banking now. I don't want to work in a bank.
My mum just said 哎呀不要跟你讲.
Am I wrong to want to be a 贤妻良母？
Not that I don't want to work, just not the career woman type of work.

So all I have to do is study and get into local Uni. Go business, business can earn money.
You think Business course easy to get in?
Furthermore, I'm from poly, not JC.

I just ended my exams today.
Okay, my dad asked how was your paper?
I said pretty good, so far all can do.
and so he said, confident can get into local Uni?
-.-
Doing well does'nt really ensure me a place in Uni right?
So many people out there are doing extremely well.
I tried so hard to get my current results.
And so if I can't get into local Uni, I believe he's going to say I could have tried harder.

I'm going to miss NYP.
Happiest school life.
Till now.

2011-02-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

我还是忘不了当时的那种心情。
是女人要求多多吗？
还是只想要知道男人有没有那个心。

才第二天，
我的玫瑰就秃头了。
变成星星。
好难过。

Let me experience your plan.

2011-02-15T15:49:00.000+08:00

I'm very proud of my artwork.
I'm very proud to have you :)

We spent around $100 gambling this cny.
at the arcade that is :(
Very disappointing.

The feeling of a big family is nice.
First time "Lo Hei" with so many people.
I'm so gonna try to make that spring roll after my exam!
YUMMY.

Guess dinner was'nt filling enough, considering I ate soup based noodle.
I'm hungry now.

2011-02-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

I have a phobia of walking in the rain with my umbrella,
WHEN THE WIND IS SO STRONG.
:(
So fearful in the heavy rain and was practically running to a shelter.

For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm.
I turn to you.

2011-02-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

University application is frustrating.
It took up half my day.
When I could have studied.
and I am not finished with the Bursary application.

:(

One day I will tell you.
Dear I need to play my game already. Cannot talk to you already. Goodnight.

2011-02-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

I ended up looking at bags online instead of writing the 3oo words.
haha :x
because of my Jie la!
Tmr must study! :)))) ENTHU

Before one even comments about others, it is advisable to reflect on himself first.
Even if you have anything against others, don't drag other related people into the picture.
It's just rude, especially about upbringing issues.
Who do you think you are?
Its not nice and it makes you look bad.
Relationship is something built up slowly yet can be destroyed within seconds.
I know it won't be the same but every time I try to rebuild the bond, something new comes out.
Its just crazy and tiring.
I don't understand.
Are friends mutually exclusive?
When you are closer to someone means you don't care about the other?
It's not about using people to not feel lonely.
Its about looking for the right people for the right issues.
You don't have to get involved in everything.
People will go to you if they think you are the right person at that moment.

Everything eventually got better because,
My new year resolution is to treasure the friendships I have.
And It takes two hands to clap.
When you are constantly trying to maintain a friendship, its too tiring to continue.

2011-02-08T17:16:00.000+08:00

Even the application for university is stressing me.
-.-

Can you be nicer to me.
Even though you're already nice enough.

2011-02-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

Aiyaeyae, I'm a little butterfly.

Oh this is my new coffee table design LOL

I spent my afternoon home making something so pretty :)
(Not the coffee table)

Lunch was yesterday's leftover steamboat food.
Went over to Aunt's house for sharkfin and dinner.
Though I did'nt eat much, I felt so full.
Going to watch DA SHI JIE on saturday because my grandma wants to watch and she's treating the whole family haha.
She's so cute sometimes.
Took the MRT down to City Hall for Chun Dao He Pan.
Walk walk walk walk walk walk.
Head home feeling so sleepy.

I have to wake up at 8 tomorrow :(
and I'm here doing nothing much.
Oh , I'm hungry.

2011-02-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

When all I wanted to say was.

Let me tell you a lil secret.. I'm making something special for you.
Why should I type out this whole sentence together when you're not there to see it at that moment.

Talking about how long you waited for me,
So how long were those times I waited for you?

when my 10 sec was'nt even anything to blame you for replying late.

2011-01-30T03:19:00.000+08:00

YAY.

I just proved myself that Personal Taste could work.
*Smile Smile*
Still, all my best to our grades. haha.
Now moving on to CRM and Treasury :(

Had a Wonderful day.
BURLESQUE ROCKS <3

2011-01-29T10:39:00.000+08:00

I just have a feeling ,
that I will get upset tomorrow.

2011-01-28T15:34:00.000+08:00

What a day of arguments.
and that 7Ps took me like 2 hours -.-

So bad mood so bad mood.

2011-01-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

The presentation today was one of the cui ones in my 3 years in poly.
After slide 1, my mind went blank and my book came to save me.
So I was holding it the whole time.
haha.

Reminded me of the first.
Statistics presentation, noob presentation at that time. lol.

Anyway, it was raining heavily when I reached Bishan.
Hence, to protect my shoes, I decided to take a bus home.
Then, I wanted some bubble tea.
So I went to GC.
You know what's GC?
(Yes, not graph calculator)
Their Earl's Gray milk tea tasted like normal milk tea leh.
But I love their service.
The rain stopped after that so I walked home in the end.
And slept. ZzZzZz

Baby, if I got you.
I don't need a parachute.
You're gonna catch me if I fall.
I love the song.

2011-01-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

My heart sank.

Because I know I will miss you.

2011-01-17T03:54:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed my weekend.

Had fun and did proper work.

and my nose can't seem to get well enough.

I ate too much pork today.

I think we stand at different view points to view situations.

Tomorrow need to stay back for project again :(

I have no mood to do my tutorials.

I hope there's no mistake with my IAPM graph.

One project is down.

:)

Be Positive.

2011-01-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

Had a fun day!
Denny's comment- We are like monkeys jumping on the ddr machine. (since our feet lift up so high while the pro guy looked like he nv lifted his feet)
Me- So he's the gorilla.
Anw, I played with the pro but I play lower level.
It's one way to play new songs without worrying that you will fail.
HEH HEH.

AND OMG I SAW MY BF.
I thought so.
This is someone else who looks so like him from the back!

Had a happy Astons dinner and headed home :))

2011-01-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

An interesting sms from Shu Hui-

ABCDEFG=
A Boy can do everything for Girl.

GFEDCBA=
Girl forgets everything done & catches new Boy again.

LOL.

2011-01-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

Came across this at Mag's blog-

Girl Language,

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

(Source: faindylicious)

I think guys won't go wrong following this.

2011-01-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

Because it kind of make some difference to the reader.
Especially when the mood is'nt that good right after the wait.

Then go home from the start la.
and.
Cannot go home from the start?
Might have different reaction.
I don't know.

Anyway, I found my hibernate button back.
by myself.
:)

Oh, and I'm 90% confident that what I expect to happen today,
will happen.
Sounds like International Finance & Treasury module eh. lol.

2011-01-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

Maybe one day, when i'm financially capable enough.
I might learn how to play the piano.
:)

2011-01-09T15:13:00.000+08:00

I don't find it attractive when you're serious in that.
It makes me scared.

2011-01-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

Because we know how to handle things properly.
Simple as that.

2011-01-05T12:07:00.000+08:00

there's a test tomorrow again -.-
But i'm happy with my two results so far :)

Had a nice chat with Shu hui today and realized we are similar.
Half the time, we are waiting for our bf to reply us because they are in their game.
And then someone told her that, when a guy is playing, they tend to forget their gf.
We wonder if its true.

2011-01-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

I love you

The day started well.
Maybe a little disappointment in the middle.
But the end made up for everything.

Baby, I will continue to be so in love with you.
May we be the one for each other.

2010-12-24T15:17:00.000+08:00

Rapunzel and Narnia. So sleepy throughout Rapunzel since I watched it already, yesterday :)
Had fun, had fun.
Ps. Sutin was there too, just that her photos are not in my camera.

SADDED.
no more Universal Studio on the 31st
Sold out :(

2010-12-22T14:13:00.000+08:00

TPP- What a place to set up a business -.-
If I had gone down myself, I would'nt be able to come up with a decision.

2010-12-20T04:18:00.000+08:00

"When you suddenly find you can't enjoy spending time with your friend any more because you don't enjoy being around their partner."

Taken from Rules of Love (Rules of Friendship)

2 Weeks seems very short for a break.
I don't feel like doing anything school related.

2010-12-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

Maybe a simple phone call?

Ended badly.

2010-12-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I'm so thankful to have Denny as a friend.
We're so similar in certain areas that we can understand each other's feelings more than anyone else.
Though I don't know if you feel the same. I just assume so. LOL.
Can you don't go back Indonesia when we graduate?

haha.

2010-12-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

Because you will think I'm unreasonable, petty, jealous, and super ridiculous.
But I just don't like xmm around you.
It makes me uncomfortable.
This is only the first.
When there comes more, you'll be more busy than today.

2010-12-12T12:49:00.000+08:00

Today is the first time I jogged 1 hour straight.

Slow but still an achievement :)

2010-12-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

Our virgin experience. :)

2010-12-09T15:06:00.000+08:00

I had so much fun in our little game.
:)

Baby and I went for a haircut, and I look no different. Lol.

2010-12-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

Appreciate Things when you have them.

Just a thought while jogging.
I am fortunate to be able to run.
And so I shall enjoy every moment instead of thinking it as a tiring activity.
Which actually reminded me of how I felt when I was told that there was something wrong with my x-ray(the poly check up).
They referred me to the polyclinic in which I waited alone for so long with much anxiety.
Then, they referred me to TTSH.
The doctor said I was fine after some test and another x-ray.
But I thought b4 that, that if everything is fine, I would exercise more regularly to maintain my health. haha.
I think my lungs or heart aren't so strong.
They get tired easily while jogging and I will start to breathe heavily.
and that's why I'm trying to train them.

2010-12-07T14:53:00.000+08:00

Often, I get upset again, when I suddenly think back.
Somehow, I still don't know if you really put what I say in your heart and really do it.
You probably don't like what I ask you to do.
I know.
I just feel sad when you agreed to something but you don't do it.
It just makes me feel like you're not taking me seriously.
and there I will go repeating again.
I find myself so irritating sometimes, not to even mention how you will feel.
But if I don't get it out of me, it will just keeps bothering me.

"Most everyday arguments are about something else"

2010-12-05T15:46:00.000+08:00

One of the rules in the book that I particularly like.

Rule 29- "Houston, we have a problem"
I don't know what Houston means but here's what Richard Templar wrote:

" If your partner is'nt happy, it is a problem in itself. Period. It does'nt matter what the cause is, whether you agree or disagree, whether you think your partner is being silly or unreasonable or pathetic or stupid or petty. If they're not happy, it is a problem and it's your problem. "

:)

2010-12-04T16:58:00.000+08:00

为什么我会这么的不开心？

2010-12-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

YAY. Baby borrowed it for me!
He found it at AMK Library and its actually nearer to me than him. HAHA.
I LOVE HIM.

He came to meet me in school today and we ate prata at north canteen.
Then, we don't know where to go. We took the train towards Marina Bay direction and alighted at AMK to see the movie timings.
We decided to watch Easy A @6.50 @ Yishun and so we took back the opposite direction.
While queuing for the tickets, I saw the trailer of Hello Stranger.
It looked funny and the scene was in Korea and its in theater today!
So I made a swift decision to watch it because right after I pointed the trailer to baby, it was our turn already.
And, its quite nice. I just did'nt know its a Thai movie at first.
I love the song! Love does not need time. <3
1,2, 3, KIMCHI!
Had dinner at Wendy's for the first time after that. does'nt taste so good. haha.